For composer and jazz performer Lenora Helm, acknowledging
the power that pervades a woman's life is not simply about permitting native ambition.
It is, rather, about illuminating the singular and significant qualities women
contribute to the world. Long regarded as the keepers of life's critical, but
quiet continuum carrying a child, motherhood, the family women's
live's, Helm concludes, have been humbly judged, with women themselves buying
into a conspiracy of forced modesty. The result? No one really knows the legacy
of a female life.
Helm wants to change all that with her new composition, Journeywoman, which
traces the evolution of a woman's existence from death to birth using whipsawing
African beats inside classical tropes. “I want to explore how women come to life
at birth with full knowledge and power and while aging unlearn their divine nature,”
she says.
Helm's awareness of her own power came from a pact she made with herself to ensure
her parents “didn't die in vain.” Having grown up on the south side of Chicago
in what she calls a “situation of lack,” she remembers vividly the exhaustion
of her father as he worked to afford his daughter's choices. Committing to her
music has been the outward manifestation of a larger commitment: asking herself
what her passions are and being driven by that. “Men don't get asked if they can
be a father and a musician,” she muses. “If women were allowed to be human first,
they wouldn't wear the curse that keeps them from making powerful choices.”
While Journeywoman might be the result of Helm's personal pact, the promise
of its power resides in the deal it strikes with all women: claiming the freedom
and self-knowledge that are their birthrights.